
“What is the instructive lesson to be learned from this first syllable of the angel’s song? Why this, that salvation is God’s highest glory. He is glorified in every dew drop that twinkles to the morning sun. He is magnified in every wood flower that blossoms in the copse, although it live to blush unseen, and waste it sweetness in the forest air. God is glorified in every bird that warbles on the spray; in every lamb that skips the mead...Do not all created things extol him? Is there aught beneath the sky, save man, that does not glorify God? Do not the stars exalt him, when they write His name upon the azure of heaven in their golden letters? ... Do not all things exalt Him, from the least unto the greatest? But sing, sing, oh universe, till thou hast exhausted thyself, thou canst not afford a song so sweet as a song of the incarnation. Though creation may be a majestic organ of praise, it cannot reach the compass of the golden canticle – incarnation. There is more in that than in creation, more melody in Jesus in the manger, than there is in world on worlds rolling their grandeur round the throne of the Most High. Pause Christian, and consider this a minute. See how every attribute is here magnified. Lo! What wisdom is here. God becomes man that God may be just, and the justifier of the ungodly.”
-Charles Spurgeon
On Monday, we trekked to the darkest corner of our mountain town, the darkest place we could think of, so we could get a look at the Christmas star. Every twenty years or so, Jupiter laps Saturn as they hurtle around the sun, and to the naked eye they look like one bright star.
The sky was pitch black, and the stars showed their faces one by one, outshone by a waxing moon and two planets skipping through the sky. And as I looked at all that, I couldn't help but remembering the words of silent night in the quiet.
Son of God, love's pure light
Radiant beams from Thy holy face
With the dawn of redeeming grace
Jesus, Lord at Thy birth
Jesus, Lord at They birth.




For all the glories of the night sky, all the praise they pour forth night after night to their Creator, more glorious still is this - that God became a man in the person of Jesus Christ. That He humbled Himself to an undignified birth in a stable, and to a hideous death on a cross, to reconcile us to Himself. As Spurgeon says, all of God's great attributes are on display in the manger. His justice, His mercy, His love that we could never deserve.
"But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Much more then, having now been justified by His blood, we shall be saved from wrath through Him. For if when we were enemies we were reconciled to God through the death of His Son, much more, having been reconciled, we shall be saved by His life. And not only that, but we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received the reconciliation."
Romans 5:8-11
This is the beauty of Christmas. This is true peace, the peace with God that is offered to us through the God-man whose birth we celebrate. This is love, that while we hated Him, He offered us Himself, even to die in our place, to take the punishment we deserve for our offenses against Him. What mercy is that! This is hope, that He conquered death by coming back to life, alive on His throne forevermore! He reaches out His hands to us now to give us eternal life in Him when we trust in Christ alone. And this is joy, that when we turn, repent, trust in Jesus for our salvation - that we are reconciled to our Creator, that we are rescued from wrath, that we are forgiven and washed clean, that He now calls us friends.
"In faith, there is joy." As Spurgeon would say.
I hope you find that joy and feel it more strongly than ever this Christmas, even in this dark year. Like the stars and planets showing off in the inky blackness of the sky, the light of His birth shines always bright into our darkness, if we open our eyes to see it.
"The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; Those who dwelt in the land of the shadow of death, upon them a light has shined."
Isaiah 9:2
Just in case I don't get a chance to say it again before Friday, a joyful and Merry Christmas to you, friends!

Over the weekend I deleted Instagram from my phone.
Honestly, even aside from the privacy policy changes, this has been a long time coming for me. I have found myself moving away from social media in tiny increments over the course of this year. That's probably another post for another day.
One thing I will miss, though, about Instagram is being able to jump on and chat through video to those of you who I've connected with over there. It was nice to be able to speak out those little thoughts or random topics that I want to share, but that aren't worthy of a whole blog post yet.
So, I decided find a replacement - I'm going to try something new on the blog and post an occasional chatty video. In this one I ramble while wrapping a few Christmas presents. If you have some wrapping left to do yourself, we can pretend we're wrapping presents together!
Topics covered:
-My present wrapping system, and how I organize the present opening on Christmas Day.
-A little musing about 2020, and how we should really be counting our blessings, because there have been MUCH worse years in the past. See the first half of the 20th century.
-Books, of course! Including why I always get bogged down in the middle of The Two Towers, and other random books I'm reading or hope to read soon.
Let me know if you watch the video or if I should skip these in the future, and also tell me:
(1) if you have a present wrapping system,
(2) one good thing that has happened to you this year, or
(3) a book you are reading!

For our school in December we took a really laid-back approach. We lightened up on the "have-to" subjects like language arts and math, and we did more of the "want-to" projects and books. We finished out science book, we listened to audiobooks, and we did some advent activities from this Gentle + Classical Christmas school resource.
One of the suggestions in that resource was to read Night Tree and make a fruit garland. That sounded like something my kids would like to do, so I bought some extra oranges and planned to use those dry wrinkly pears and cranberries leftover from Thanksgiving.
We finally got around to it last week! I dried out the fruit in the oven, and then the big kids and I spent the afternoon stringing them into a garland. Then we decorated a tree outside.














The next morning after we decorated the tree, I noticed about fifteen deer gathered out there. Before long all the fruit was gone! The kids were happy that the animals enjoyed their "Christmas present".
Have you ever decorated a "night tree"? Do you do any other Christmas crafty projects with your kids?

I had grand plans to finish all my Christmas to-do's this week, since we are finally on Christmas break from homeschooling. I was going to wrap all the presents, send out Christmas cards, finish baking, write Christmas letters, mail Christmas gifts...everything.
Instead I find myself reading a lot of books, and now sitting down to write this. Procrastination? Yes, I suppose so. I did get my Christmas cards mailed, and today I hope to mail a Christmas present and start the wrapping. I'm justifying taking a time out to write this because I can't really wrap until Derek is finished with work for the day, and I miss my blog.

I've been thinking a lot about changes I want to make in the new year, and one thing I keep mulling over is how I can tip the balance away from social media and toward this blog again. I've been struggling with social media for a long time, because while I think a lot of it is a waste of time, it is also the main way to connect with people online these days - including all of you, my blog buddies. So what to do? I don't know, but I figure just getting back in the habit of writing is the first place to start. My writing motivation has derailed big time in the wake of the election, but it's time to get back to the little things, simple habits that anchor my days. Blogging is one of those.
Anyway, what are you all baking for Christmas? We have our Christmas favorites, but I always find myself wanting to branch out and try new goodies around the holidays. My ideal holiday treat would be relatively inexpensive and basically fool-proof, which unfortunately rules out a lot of cookie recipes. I live at a high altitude, and can basically trust no cookie recipe ever. If you find a high altitude baking blog, send it my way, will you?

(One of the gingerbread houses we made with friends.)
On our list so far are the following: gingerbread cookies, sugar cookies, Christmas fudge, snowdrop cookies, and chocolate-covered pretzels. And wassail on Christmas Day, of course. Believe it or not, I used to make more Christmas goodies than that, but these are our favorites. I'll probably just round it out with an experiment or two.
Instead of baking this week though, I've spent a disproportionate amount of time reading, which I do not regret at all. I've finished several books, and am hoping to still make my reading goal of 48 books this year, even though I'm woefully behind! I'm especially enjoying re-reading Lord Of The Rings during these winter months. Those book are winter books to me. I just got past the creepy marshes in The Two Towers, so basically we're getting to the good stuff now.
Despite everything going on, December has been as busy as ever for our family, with dinners with family and friends, Christmas light trails, and weekly Awana night dates for Derek and me. We went out to one of our usual places last night, but there was no room for us in the outdoor-seating tent, so we sat under a heat lamp on the patio while drinking our root beer and cream soda. We couldn't take our coats off (so I guess my careful outfit selection was a little pointless), but it was romantic sitting outside in the cold, eating our dinner and watching the traffic lights "blink a bright read and green". I enjoyed it very much. Sometimes things aren't ideal, but you make the best of them and find joy in it anyway. Hasn't that been the story of this whole year?

I hope you are finding the little joys this week, friends! I'll try to be back soon with photos of the fruit garland project I did with the kids, and hopefully a book post and some Christmas reflections in the next week or so!

Nature study is something I want to make a more consistent part of our homeschool. I've been saying that for a while actually, but I've also found nature study and nature journaling a bit intimidating. What was I actually supposed to be looking at? What are we supposed to be learning? How do I nature journal if my drawing skills are limited?
What Is Nature Study (And Why Should We Do It)?
First thing first, for those of you who might be new to homeschooling, nature study and nature journals have been around for a long time, but in this modern homeschool world you'll most often see it associated with the Charlotte Mason educational philosophy. Simply Charlotte Mason is a good website for a deep-dive into Charlotte Mason and her methods, but for my purposes here, the definition from dictionary.com is:
n. the practical study of plants, animals, and natural phenomena as a school subject.
I personally love the idea of nature study as a way to introduce scientific skills to kids. True science is all about observation and experimentation. As far as observation goes, nature study is a wonderful way to practice that scientific skill in the real world. Nature journals are a way for kids (and adults) to keep track of their nature observations so they can begin to notice patterns in the natural world.



Over the last couple years I have started to make a Christmas list for myself to give to Derek. He always picks me great gifts, with or without a list. But he asked, and it's fun to be able to pick out things that I would like but probably won't buy myself! I thought I'd share my list today, just for fun. Maybe if you aren't sure what to put on your Christmas list, it'll spark some ideas!
Washi Tape
I found this website that sells gorgeous Washi tape a while back, and I've been eyeing a few of their sets! I use Washi tape in my bullet journal or on letters, to dress up the page and add some sparkle. I use it in a really basic way, but some people really decorate their pages or letters, like my penpal Felicia (her envelopes are always so pretty!). It's just fun, and I'd love to get a little collection started.
Books
Psalms Scripture Journal
I have one of these scripture journals for the book of Hebrews, and I love it! It has the biblical text on one page, with a dot grid for notes, decorating, or whatever you want on the opposite page. I write about things that stood out in the passage, or bits of commentary that I've gathered from other places. I usually don't fill up a full page, so I am thinking they will be useful for going through the books of the Bible multiple times until it's full. I'd love to have another one to work in, and Psalms felt like a good place to start!
John MacArthur Study Bible
I have the digital version of MacArthur's study notes, and I really appreciate his study Bible notes - it is always helpful and clarifying when I come across a tricky passage. I would really like to have a physical copy of the MacArthur study Bible, so I can highlight and read the notes a little easier. I found a damaged copy on this website for cheap, so I'm hoping Derek snagged it for me!
Rings
I used to love wearing "costume jewelry" rings in my twenties, but I haven't for several years now. I think my fingers got a little fat for my collection while I was pregnant. I'd like to get back to wearing pretty rings, but I'd also like some that won't turn my finger green (hopefully). Even though these are the priciest thing on my list, they are relatively inexpensive and I think they're pretty for a little extra shine.
Art Prints I’d Love To Have Framed
Okay, I am a little hesitant to show you actual pictures here because I don't want to reproduce the artist's work without her permission, but if you click through on anything in this post you have to check out these prints. I'm linking my three favorite prints below, but Lore Pemberton's art just speaks to me. All of her paintings are wonderful, but these three are my current favorites and I'd love to get a print of one of these.
This one brings back the feeling of rocking my babies against my chest in the middle of the night.
We go on a fall hike every autumn, and this one just reminds me of traipsing through the woods with my children. I can almost smell the leaves.
This one brings to mind the stargazing nights we've done with the kids, and the wonder we are hoping to inspire in them by introducing them to the night sky.
Makeup
What can I say, I like my makeup! I've particularly enjoyed Colourpop's eye products for a while, and this cool-toned palette caught my eye (which is currently sold out, so I might not be getting it after all!). The single shadow is one of their super-shock shadows, which I've heard good things about and would like to play around with. And I've been wanting to try one of their lip glosses - this color looks pretty.
Perfume
I realized early this year that I've used up most of my perfumes, and a lot of the ones I've liked over the years are no longer produced. Don't you hate when that happens? You find a scent you like, and then they just stop making it. Tough luck. I smelled a sample of this one a while back though and I remember liking it, so I put it on my Christmas list just in case Derek needed one more idea. Time to find a new perfume I guess!
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That's it! I was trying to put a wide variety of things on my list so Derek would have a lot to choose from. I obviously will not be getting everything here (budget, you know), but I wanted to give Derek lots ideas so if he ends up only buying from my list, I'll still be somewhat surprised!
What sort of things have you put on your Christmas list? Do you and your spouse make lists for each other?

Do you want to come over for tea this morning?
To my in-person friends, that's an open invitation, just so you know. But otherwise, let's have virtual tea on a Tuesday. And not the kind all the youngsters talk about, the gossip-y, drama kind. No spilling of metaphorical "tea". Let's have, like, real tea. In a real cup.
I feel old.
I've been watching too much TV.
Speaking of tea, try a cup of Nutcracker Sweet tea with a chocolate bar. You can thank me later.
Hunting And Not Blogging
Where were we when I suddenly lost all motivation to blog a couple weeks ago? You may remember that I was in the middle of a 31 Day blogging challenge, and I totally fell off the wagon. I underestimated the amount of energy hunting would take out of me, and then the election-that-never-ended happened, and well, here we are. I have lots of election thoughts, but I don't want to get into it on this blog (that's what Instagram is for, right?), so let's just talk about my hunting season.
On Saturday morning we woke up bright and early, and headed out into the woods in the dark. As it got light, we started sneaking through an open area, and suddenly saw a group of deer ahead of it. They were all female deer, and I had a buck tag, but it looked like they were looking behind them, down the hill where we couldn't see yet. So we decided to sneak up to a ridge to see if there was anything down there, and what do you know, there was! We just so happened to drop down behind a log, so I don't think they could tell what we were yet, and I got a perfect shot. The freezer is full now, and I feel really satisfied. First morning of hunting season and we got one! That's the best.
I come from a long line of hunters, I grew up hunting, but I hadn't been for over eight years. I was quite worried about my ability to even hit a target anymore. But Derek scouted out a great spot for me, and got me to the deer, and I was pleased to see that I am not completely useless out there, as I was afraid I would be.


It took us all day to drag the deer out a mile and a half (at least). I felt like I had gotten hit by a truck the next morning. It took me a bit to recover.
Sorting And Shopping And...More Sorting
Since then, aside from obsessively checking the news, I have also been working hard on finishing my Christmas shopping and sorting through this year's pictures.
Last year I decided to print off the best photos of each kid from 2019 and put a little photo album in each of their stockings. It was a lot of work, but they loved those little photo books. And I liked knowing that my photos weren't just existing in some digital netherworld, but I had some hard copies now. I decided to make it a tradition so I would have motivation every year to get our photos printed.
Ideally I would sort and print photos throughout the year so it wouldn't be such a huge project in December. But alas, it took me two eight-hour days to get 2020 photos printed up. The prints are ordered and on their way and I'll probably be spending the next couple weeks getting them sorted (again) into albums. Then another Christmas item will be checked off the list.
I actually finished the kids' Christmas shopping in mid-October, and a few days ago I ordered the last of the Christmas presents for Derek.
I'm always torn about doing Christmas shopping so early. I used to really enjoy Christmas shopping in December, because it added to the Christmas excitement for me. But as we've added more kids to our family, I've realized that Christmas is much more pleasant for everyone if I finish the shopping early.
Shopping for five kids is hard. You want them to each have the same number of presents to open, even though the older ones start asking for more expensive gifts. You want each gift to be of relatively the same size or value or excitement level. And inevitably you'll buy them what they individually asked for, because you want to treat them like the unique individuals they are, but then the kids realize on Christmas morning that they like what their siblings got, and they wish they would have asked for the same thing. It's just complicated.
Anyway, its done, so now I need to sort everything and start wrapping.
Maybe the theme of this post of sorting. Appropriate, right? Isn't that what we are all doing right now? Sorting v0tes, sorting photos, sorting through news, sorting the Christmas budget out, sorting presents to be wrapped. All while feeling out of sorts. Just lots of sorting.
Some of the photos I sorted today are from our visit to my friends' ranch in October. We try to visit them once a year, and it's always such a refreshment to see them all again. This time was no exception. I am so blessed to have friendships that have lasted for a majority of my life, with women who inspire me and encourage me in the Lord. Friendship, especially with sisters in Christ, is such a gift.



A Library Embarrassment
Speaking of sorting, I went to the library yesterday and I had fifty-seven books ready to be picked up. Fifty-seven! And because they are quarantining returned items for up to a week, a lot of the items I had previously returned hadn't registered yet, so I had to ask the librarian for an override to check out my fifty-seven books, which put me over the library book limit. I was so embarrassed by my huge stack of books that I rushed out of there as soon as I could, so I'm not sure I even got them all. I have to count. I may have to go back for whatever I forgot and ask for an override all over again, though hopefully my returned items will have been checked in by then.
That's what I get for trying to get ahead of the Christmas picture book rush. I requested a bunch, but apparently I was the only one in line this early, and they all came in at once. But hey, our library system got rid of fines last year, so technically I could keep them until Christmas and not even get charged. Maybe that's worth a little embarrassment.
(Note: I won't really keep all those library books clear until Christmas. I'll put them back into circulation in December so someone else doesn't have to suffer the fate I did last year, which was to wait and wait only to finally receive my Christmas holds...in January.)
In Search Of A Holly Jolly Read
Speaking of books, what is a good Christmas-y novel that you've read? I need some recommendations. I read The Christmas Carol last year, and also Hercule Poirot's Christmas, and those were both perfect. My friend Felicia also sent me Christmas At The Vinyl Cafe in the mail, and I inhaled it in a couple days right around Christmas Day (highly recommend that one). I'd like to have something Christmas-y to read in December. It's taking me so long to get through any book this year that I should probably start now.
Stress-Paralysis And Christmas Trees
In case you didn't notice, the entire country appears to be setting up their trees early this year. Either everyone desperately needs a little Christmas merriment, or they're trying to hurry this crazy year out the door, not sure which. We usually set ours up a week before Thanksgiving, and yet I oddly feel behind already.
Sometime this week I'm going to dig into our Christmas boxes and start switching out a few things. Our schedule is a little off this year, and we don't have a full day free to set up the tree in the near future, so I'm trying to break the decorating into smaller chunks. I'm feeling pretty stress-paralyzed, so you may have to hold me accountable if I don't share a Christmas decor photo on Instagram within a few days! Who am I kidding, my kids will hold me accountable. They are chomping at the bit to deck these halls.
A Few Finds
Before I go, I wanted to share a few helpful things I have found in the last week or so! First, I got a couple advent studies to use with the kids, this advent unit study which was inexpensive, and this Advent study which is free!
I also splurged and bought this winter nature journal - Gwen has been asking me for "constellation cards" because she wants to study constellations, and this journal came with cards and a bunch of nature study sheets (I also got her these constellation fact cards, and I don't believe there was any duplicates between the two sets).
And finally, if you are like me and have a terrible time shopping for the men in your life, I found this Christmas list for men on Amazon. Both Derek and my dad give me ideas like "new socks" for Christmas, and I obviously am not going to buy them something so boring as socks (or at least not only socks). This list had a bunch of things that I knew my guys would actually like. I may have gotten a majority of Derek's presents because of ideas I found here. (Surely I'm not the only one who can't figure out what to buy for her husband? It's not just me, right?)

(From our fall photos this year - me and Derek.)
Have you decorated for Christmas yet? Are you done with your shopping? What's your favorite tea flavor (are you even a tea drinker)? And don't forget to tell me your Christmas book recommendations too!
I'll be back later this week to share a few things that I put on my Christmas list! Just for fun.